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“It’s ALIVE!” - Frankenstein by Mary Shelley A sentiment that makes me laugh. Barrett’s less enthused. He rolls his eyes while his fingers dance around the staples holding his head closed. *Only swipe for the Frankenstein experience* 2 weeks. 14 days. 336 hours. And 20,160 minutes. Since I stopped holding my breathe. Since surgery, I’ve been making sure he remembers who I am because I don’t have time to Channing-Tatum-ing him into falling in love with me all over again. He does. And we’re both unsure if that’s a good thing. Barrett’s a force. Filled with humour, magic and an audacious sense of adventure that would bring any ordinary man to his knees. He came out of surgery cognitive and ready for his ear plugs—just in case the hospital roommate snored like last time. As a result of the resection he has initiation issues on the right side. He’s only shoulder checked a couple walls and a few side-mirrors of some unlucky cars. He’s undecided if he’ll joining the combine this season, but my dad has told him to drop the shoulder a bit-just in case. After three days, he ripped out his IV, insisting that he was helping the nurses—packed up his things, and came home. With each passing day, his right side comes back a little more, and with daily physio appointments he’s getting stronger and the fatigue is less. The doctors are sure his mobility will return. They’ll biopsy the tumor and follow up with post-surgery treatment recommendation. Overall, thank you for the support. And he’s a badass.

My mom looked at me this week and said, you’re really lucky. For a hot beat I looked at her cross-eyed? How’d she come to that conclusion? Two brain surgeries, isn’t lucky… She smiled and said, look how many people are supporting you and here for you. You’re not alone. It took me out of the autopilot survival mode, and allowed me a brief moment of reflection. The gratitude I feel for so many of you who reached out and offered support is beyond staggering. Thank you for your messages, DM’s, dinners, gift cards and your constant reminders that we’re not alone. I’ve been terrible at responding, but know that your words and kind messages are felt deeper than you could know. Thank you to my parents. You stopped what you were doing and came to support me and made me feel at home, amidst the chaos. Did I cry the whole way from the airport this morning? Yes. My kiddos already miss you and your presence in my home is felt. I couldn’t have gotten through this week without you. Thank you. Thank you to an incredible mother-in-law. You are a wonder, and I’m grateful for you. Bear was able to come home for the weekend, and is headed back to the hospital today. I’ll update with all the fun details soon. For now, know, I’m immensely grateful.

What a week. The writer in me tries to find the beauty in something hard or tragic. Something I can weave into purpose because if there’s none, then it’s just that—tragic. My thirst-trap-baby daddy, has been going through it with a brain tumour since 2015. In 2020 it started growing again, causing all kinds of hectic problems. Since, he’s been carrying a heavy expiration date, never knowing how to plan for the future. Day by day, they say. But it’s never easy with such a giant reality looming. We got great news this week that gave us hope to plan. At least my husband came home from the hospital with a new sense of peace and determination, and that’s enough for me. I share this because maybe this is the beauty in the tragedy. To offer a glimpse of reality in a curated feed. By saying it aloud I’m removing the fear and stigma I’ve created around the topic and feeling. It’s not always easy or happy or funny. Well, I try to always make it funny because why not?! Anyways, life is short. Do whatever it is that sets your soul on fire. And maybe, just laugh a little more.

Musings of a querying author Season 1, Episode 7: The Writing Retreat It’s all an evolution. There’s no formula, just practice. A perfect little isolated cabin in the woods. For five days our routine consisted of sleeping, eating, and writing; and repeat. It was the ground hog day special. We finished drafts, talked plot, and read our words out loud. I learned… I’m an enneagram 6: The Skeptic 20 second hugs can save lives. Raquelita outdoes 4 drinks @re_jenks any day! @mariellebrowne hips DO NOT LIE. And neither does she. @jennie.j.writes is really that cool. Can I be you when I grow up? Also it’s not that serious. Thank you @mariellebrowne for planning our stay, and inviting me to join! I can’t wait for the next one. #writing #authors #books #writingwiththesoulalumni #writingwiththesoul #writingretreat #ya #fiction

Books are strenuous threads of lines. Woven into sentences that exist in their own eco-system. Revision two is done and increased by 30k. I’ve cried, screamed, and cursed this book so many times. I’ve contemplated my existence and endurance. It’s broken me into tiny pieces, only to rebuild me again. Revision 3 in underway. I leave you with the top song from my playlist: Falling Apart by Michael Schulte Until then, thank you @ghabibaweston and @taylorpyles for being the best critique homies a girl could ask for! Y’all are plot-savers! 🥰😘😘 #books #findyourwritingcommunity #author #yaauthor #writing #wwtsalumni

Musings of a #querying #author Season 1, Episode 7: Critique Groups & Critique Partners Writing is such a solitary experience that when I had to share my work with others to critiqueI was anxious. It’s a necessary step to finding your voice. As important as it is to have your words critiqued, you need to learn how to be a #CP too. This gem was taught to me by the fabulous @ghabibaweston who snuck into my DM’s!l and then started a whole damn group (that’s really the best thing ever)! Another great friend @mariellebrowne has taught me a lot about critiquing and how to ask the right questions. It’s all about pulling the writer from their tunnel and making them explore the world they’ve created. After all, getting to the root of any plot is about asking the questions that sometimes takes you down a plot twist you had never even considered possible. She’s fabulous! I’ve read so many unpublished books that you should be jealous. So many stories plotting their way to the New York Times Bestselling shelves. So as a writer and a future CP, remember to find opportunities where you can ask questions. Find a critique group or make one. Build this practice and ALWAYS pay it forward. #findyourwritingcommunity #wwtsalumni #authorgram #bookstagram #writingadvice #critiquepartners #querying

Musings of a #querying #author Season 1, Episode 6: Pacing: Fight Scenes Writing fighting scenes used to plague my existence. I even loathes how so many of them were written. Paragraphs about how their sword cut through the air, or the amount of set up it took to explain the battlefield. So naturally, when I started writing those scenes for my #MS, that’s how they started BUT I hated them. Instead I started watching fighting scenes, taking note in the slow, quick, quick, slow pace. A lot of it came from watching my favourite movie #gladiator and in those moments, you could see the fighters expressions. I took notes and returned to my book and started focusing on the pace. Quick, slow, quick, quick, slow. In the slow bits, I show the moments of internal anguish and cut back to the quick ones. It’s a unique recipe for each wrote to cater their style. Remember long sentences mixed with short sentences make for great pacing. And if your sentence is one word long, put it in there. Break it up with different length paragraphs. The key is to write something you enjoy playing with. #writingadvice #writing #writersofinstagram #writingcommunity #findyourwritingcommunity #yaauthor #yyc #yycbooks #yycauthors #wwtsalumni

Musings of a #querying #author Season 1, Episode 5: Book Talk. Not #booktok but book talk. It’s something I still can’t do: answering the question—what’s your book about? I’ve never had my brain panic and shut down. Literal blank dotted line waiting for me to say something! So in an effort to help y’all break out if that, tell me what your book is about and then practice the pitch! Say it out loud. Read it to your writing group or CP. The more you say it out loud (to yourself or someone else) the less the anxiety will brew when someone finds out that you’re a writer. So tell me, what’s your book about?! #findyourwritingcommunity #wwtsalumni #yafantasy #authorstuff #bookstagram

Musings of a #querying #author Season 1, Episode 4: Imposter Syndrome Writing is such a personal journey littered with compound sentences, semi colons and misplaced adjectives. But don’t let that’s stop you from getting it out. And for all that’s sacred, share it with beta readers or critique partners (CP’s). Ask them for line edits, sensitivity reads, or positivity reads. It’s a shared experience to walk the same path in doubt, but don’t let that stop you from telling stories! No matter what you see posted or hear about the publishing industry, your words matter and THERE is space for each story. If you’re #querying don’t be discouraged. Your words are the prize waiting for it’s champion. If you’re writing and the plot has run away, finish it. If you’re revising (like me 🫠) keep at it. All the words can be revised and tweaked! But let’s be real, this is as much for you as it’s for me. A reminder that it’s worth it, I promise. #writer #writersofinstagram #authorgram #findyourwritingcommunity #wwtsalumni #yafantasy #revising

Musings of a #querying #author Season 1. Episode 4: Forgetting Words Listen troops, it’s a struggle to know so many words. There were two chapters in my WIP that needed to be drafted from scratch. While in the middle of the chapter I forgot how to word. It’s like I’d worded too hard and they all vanished. They didn’t flow or make sense. SUDDENLY everything was ‘I feel, I saw, I heard’, and I forgot how to show. But thankfully, I had my revision homies lying in wait… Dropped those chapters in and magically they were highlighted. In the comments were examples of how to ground reader(s) in the scene, or asking me questions which prompted my imagination to spin (like the dead apple wheel—you Adobe users know exactly what I’m talking about). Anyways, my point is, get it out and let it marinate. Find eyes and people you trust to review your work. And when the anxiety settles go back to it. Accept that writing is revising and rewriting, and more importantly there are no rules! In the meantime, enjoy an ACCURATE retelling of me calling my critique homie every-damn-time I forget how to word, which happens more often than I’d care to admit 😉😂 @ghabibaweston @writing.with.the.soul #wwtsalumni #findyourwritingcommunity #yalit #yafantasy #authorgram

Musings of a #querying #author Season 1, Episode 3: #Revisions Revisions are a beast! The initial plot revision is always a tough one, but it’s my favourite! I love connecting the dots and figuring out what works. I never dread cutting my darlings; it’s how I know I’m doing it right. They also never really die, they sit in a doc like zombies, waiting for a line to inspire me for a new story. Never DELETE. Always REPURPOSE. Also, a massive shout out to my revisions gangsters (@ghabibaweston @mariellebrowne @re_jenks @cshackwrites @lou.m.writes @taylorpyles @nadineflint_ ) without their feedback, I’d be overworking my manuscript and panicking! And in turn, thank you for teaching me so much about writing through the various ways you set up a scene, introduce a character, or those sneaky plot twists. Sadly for y’all, I’ve been reading the best #books by the best #authors! Best feedback yet: OMFG! Just publish this already. #findyourwritingcommunity #authorlife #iwriteyafantasy #wwts #wwtsalumni

Musing of a #querying #author Season 1, Episode 2: The Query Letter It’s no secret that this is the craziest part of the book writing journey! So not only did you have to write the thing, but now you have to pitch it in 350 words or less to random strangers who will surmise you’re entire story in four paragraphs?! I’m glad that I’m not the only one here on this insanely chaotic adventure! So if you’re in the query trenches with me, jump in the DM’s I’m here to swap battle strategies! #writing #findyourwritingcommunity #wwtsalumni #querying #litagent

Musing of a #querying #author. Season 1, Episode 1 - The Mystery. It’s not a spoiler OR maybe it is. It might change OR stay exactly the same. This might be her best friend OR her villain. This might be happily ever after OR the beginning of the end. To know more, hit the follow button and you’ll too be confused and enthralled with out of order snippets, while they’re seasoned, waiting for the perfect agent to say yes! #findyourwritingcommunity #wwtsalumni #literaryagent #yafantasy

There’s a haze in the horizon, baby. Cheers to the year of preparation. For what…I’m not sure. According to my algorithm(s) 2023 is the year of #Taurus so 🥂to my fellow heifers. 2022, you kicked my ass. In so many wonderfully humbling ways. I learned the importance of community and finding my people. My writing finally feels mature and ready. Finally, found my footing in marketing and am hopeful to get this book queried. And best of all, if it doesn’t serve me, leave it. See you in the new year in #wwtsdraftingclub to get my manuscript polished for #queryseason 🎊 HAPPY NEW YEARS 🎊

Merry Christmas! Does the perfect Instagram photo exist?! Wouldn’t have our Christmas photo any other way. She’s out here living her best life, and we’re all along for the ride. 🎄🎅🏻🤶🏽🎄

I’ve been chasing validation for as long as I can remember. And though its ravenous ego is content, I still feel the itch to continue chasing… As a creative, I’m sure I’m not alone in this trek. But how can we satiate the demand for having our artistic endeavours seen—validated? When I’m busy it’s not a problem. So for now, I’ll put my head down and create. A few months back, I finally got a job in a field that I’ve been trying to get into for years. Marketing has been something that’s always had me by the throat. When I self-published my first book I had no idea what I was doing. Now that I’m a part of the world, I’m really excited to share with you what works and what doesn’t. In the new year I’ll be partnering with some great #authors and #writers to start classes and workshops. As an author who knows the struggle well; I’ll fight my ego by helping as many authors and writers as I can. We hold the door open here, and everyone is welcome. So if you have any questions about marketing your content or books, storytelling, or plot dynamics drop it below! #writersofinstagram #mywritingcommunity #findyourwritingcommunity #wwtsalumni #author #marketing #marketingtips

As it was… Reflecting on where I was last year to where I am this year, and I can honestly say…it only gets better. And I mean, I couldn’t not share this picture 📸📸 #dreamsdocometrue #harrystyles #finelinetour

It’s in the words, The ones read aloud Scribbled on notes With madness in their eyes. Always Falling— In love—with the Sounds and meaning Of worlds beyond reach. You’re a wordsmith Brought to entangle minds, Spoken through tired lips And shaky hands. Stringing beautiful words Laced in promises For those Desperate to escape All that’s mundane. —— I like to believe writers are modern magicians, and having read so many of my fellow authors WIP’s has only solidified my belief. As I’m still learning, it’s amazing to get lost in so many different types of fantasy, romance and thrillers. Each with the same beats, but so widely different. If you’re struggling to write or be creative today, take a beat and find adventure and live a little. Stop and take a selfie, film a reel, go for a walk—anything to get out of your own way. If you are writing or being creative, I’d love to know what keeps you in that headspace or what you do when you’re not feeling it. Happy writing! #writingcommunity #findyourwritingcommunity #wwtsalumni #bookstuff #poems #yycauthor #photography #yycphotographer #thehatswewear @gigipip #gigipipambassador

A few things y’all should know about my thirst-trap-baby-daddy is that he’s down to vogue any day of the week. He’s the first to tell me to go for it and the last person to tell me to go to bed. He’s a riot and laughs are always one request away. Most of all, it’s his birthday today, and man has 24 😏 been wild! 🎉🎉 HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🎉🎉

Writing friends are the best kind of friends! So happy to finally have an in person chat! So grateful for those in my writing community and the relationships formed from #wwts One down, so many more to go! #wwtsalumni #findmywritingcommunity

I had an #agent call through @manuscriptacademy today about my query and first ten pages! Did I want to be told that I’m a literary mastermind and that they were gonna sign me?! YES! Did that happen?! No. BUT! I was given a lot of great feedback about grounding and setting up your reader to love your story. It was also nice to hear what an agent thought of my first pages and what they’re looking for. There was plenty of other feedback that I’ll share in a reel this week! Highlight of the whole thing was that she loved my first line and paragraph! Progress is progress 🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️ #writingcommunity #findmywritingcommunity #wwtsalumni #yafictionauthor

Dearest Baby Daddy, I’m so sad others miss out on the hilarity that ensures because of you. Genuinely the funniest, outgoing, FOMOiest human I’ve ever met. Thanks for always being my thirst trap, my advocate, and main squeeze. We’re lucky to have you 😘😘

For a long time, I’ve felt homeless, like I never really fit anywhere. I saw what others had and knew I wanted it, but didn't know how to reach for it. Last year was the first time it felt like I was on my way to belonging. I was sitting through #wwts and I was reading so many incredible stories by so many wonderfully supportive authors. Each on various paths, and so different, that it filled me with hope. There’s space for me in this community. I began to unpack and settle into various groups. I gave myself permission to just exist. I still cringe at how awkwardly I struggled through my first interactions in #paperbacksandco and #wwts . The tension that built in my shoulders when I said too much, or said what felt like the wrong thing. The nervous sweats that burned at my temples when I finally said something, only to lay in bed wishing I hadn’t. It’s all so visceral, yet concealed behind stillness or laughter. I’ve quickly realized that it’s easy to hide away than step towards something you want that might not want you back. Being a writer can be such an isolating endeavour. Hours spent in silence, writing, editing, and creating. It turns out living life is just as hard as writing about it. Anyways, All these little worlds and people that have found me and pulled me into their homes are my found family. I never knew the weight of the trope until I realized I’ve been living it. I’m beyond grateful to no longer be an orphan wandering through life. Im still unpacking and renovating—I think I’ll always be—it’s nice to know in one place of my life, it’s settled enough to continue to build towards something. Thank you for letting me exist, and finding a creative space I can call home. #findyourwritingcommunity #wwtsalumni #paperbacksandco

I’ll keep knocking Until they answer. line by line the idle Cursor taunts, Will it even matter? Is it even any good? Tap. Tap. Tap. Brazen fingers Confidently poised Pursuing minds untouched, Racing against arduous plot —the idle Cursor winks As if its secrets Rest in the Doubts Riddled Between the lines Of resistance. I’ll keep knocking, Tomorrow. ——— Have you ever wanted something so bad that you’d give up anything to finally have it? I spend most, if not all, my spare time in front of a screen, lost in plot—wandering through the minds of my characters. Most of the time, writing is my escape, a moment of solace in a chaotic world, but sometimes the trials of wanting to matter in the writing world are so exhausting. This week I spiralled down the rabbit hole of wondering, what am I doing? I’ve been standing here knocking at this door, and it doesn’t seem like anyone will answer. So many unknown variables are mixed into life right now, and I want to know that my time spent will amount to what I’ve been dreaming of for years. I’m always so grateful to those sharing their paths as it stoked the embers to get my ass in motion. I know it’s something ALL writers go through, and I’ll work my way out of this moment of doubt. It’s not always a peaceful plot and excellent character development. Tomorrow, I’ll keep knocking… #writing #writeincommunity #paperbacksandco #wwtsalumni #wwts #storymagick

Monday vibes on Friday have me wishing I was somewhere else. Physically, I’m here…mentally I’m in outer space… thanks @elyse_myers for always coming through capturing the right vibes lol #harrystyles #golden

Day 3: Favourite thing about being a writer is… A lot of who I am is in my poetry and my writing. It’s fun to leave breadcrumbs of myself for others to chew on. In many ways, writing is how I finally get be exactly who I want to be. Even when I’m staring at a blinking cursor and nothing comes to fruition, I find it freeing! Like so many writers, I love creating worlds where it feels like souls exist outside myself. I adore getting lost following my protagonist into crazy situations, and make decisions that I would NEVER make. I get to have an adventure every time I sit down and write. It’s my escape and safe haven. Thus far, my favourite thing about writing would have to be finding all of my groups. For so long I feel like I’ve wandered around aimlessly, talking to whomever will listen about my writing and stories (okay, mostly my spouse). This community supports and motivates me so much! From their critiques to reading their pages to starting a book club. It’s always so uplifting. So thank you, for always answering my dm’s and messages! #paperbacksandco #wwts #wwtsalumni #findmywritingcommunity #books #writeincommunity @lorenlicata @writeincommunity

Day 2: Where are you in your writing career? I’m not where I want to be, but closer than I was last year. I’m in school for writing and it’s amazing. I have a finished manuscript marinating. I’m in a few amazing writing groups! I write for various publications and businesses. Half way through my current WIP. All seems to be on its way, but I hate the middle phase. Even listing my accomplishments it’s strange because I see progress but it never really feels like progress. I guess I’m glad for opportunities like this—for reflection. So, if you’re like me, and hanging out in the middle, just trudging along, we should hang! I’ve been incredibly inspired by my writing communities and their giveaways! I am also playing with doing a giveaway for structural/developmental edits for sci-fi fantasy stories/writing. If this is something y’all would want, let me know! I hate that I’m not in Scotland, like my photo would suggest, but it’s a place I’m always striving to get back to! #writerscommunity #findmywritingcommunity #paperbacks #writinggiveaway #author #stories

Hey! I’m Crystal! I thought I’d take @lorenlicata & @writeincommunity May challenge to say hi to my old homies and some new ones! I’m a writer, poet and occasional visual artist (photographer/videographer). I’m currently in school for creative writing! In May I’m hoping to launch a writing class and finish my current WIP (Gladiator x Mulan x Arya Stark). My Wednesday night #paperbacks group decided that we need to start the @sadladybookclub and we’re in the process of deciding our first months read! So go click follow to hang with us and find out our first book! I have a monthly goal to always support and uplift those creators/writers in my community! This month I’ll be reading a poetry book and a beautiful story from a friend! Thanks for reading this far! And no, I’m not in London, but I was three years ago and I’m dying to get back! #writing #findmywritingcommunity #wwtsalumni #bookclub

Twelve years If in the end, We part– Never doubt That you Made me Whole. Brave. Happy. In world Set on keeping Me small. #anniversary #yycpoetry #poems #authorsofinstagram #findmywritingcommunity #wwtsalumni

Good mourning. Is it? I watch too closely For error In the way you move Fearful of the day When your smile Wears into pain. Good mourning, Is it? Time Descends in lapses, Its judgment quick. Taking delight in my Rebellious Attempts of molding Its will to fit. Meeting Unsatisfied with The limit of Time. Relentlessly Tick Tick Ticking Away your expiration. Good mourning, Is it? #time #letsescapril2022 @letsescapril #yycpoet #wwtsalumni #findmywritingcommunity #paperbacksandco

I crave the space Between echoes Of rain and whispers. Beguiled in avidity Of words unspoken. Bereft by flesh Untouched. Waking moments Crush the need to reach– Taste All that’s forbidden. Diving back into poetry has been a wonderful reprieve from the real world. Thanks to those sharing, your words are always inspiration. @letsescapril #crush #escapril2022 #letsescape #yycpoet #wwtsalumni #findmywritingcommunity

I was light Tangled in the Whims of desire, Each refraction Caressing Cascading Sensations unknown Before— You. Now. Encased In strange behaviour Made familiar By the grooves Of your hands. #strangebehavior #escapeapril2022 #escapeapril

What if? It's the question that rumbles around our pathos until the story bubbles to the forefront of our minds. The phrase triggers us into wondering what's possible and at what cost. I have been learning the importance of chasing the what if's. They build a basis of questions that offer insight into the answer. If you answer your list of what-ifs, you'll see what bits of the story need further elaboration or details. In taking a step back to understand the what-if of my worldbuilding process, I've been able to look at the world as a character. Not every detail needs to be divulged all at once, and rather, it needs to be delivered through the ways it operated the character. No matter how big the world is, it doesn't mean I need to share all of it. If you have time, try a what-if list. Don't constrain yourself into settling into one idea. Take the first thought and start building more what-if statements around it. If you follow the rabbit hole, you'll find some pretty cool hidden details about your story. #findmywritingcommunity #wwtsalumni #books #sff #books #authorlife #writingcommunity #latina #latinawriter #paperbacksandco #writeincommunity

🎉 I start school today 🎉 I have a whole syllabus (first class is Science Fiction & Fantasy Writing and Editing for Structure). It’s exciting to move in a direction that aligns with what I love most! I was accepted into the University of Calgary’s Creative Writing program that focuses on Developmental Editing and Editing. Soon, I’ll be launching my online writing classes and programs. I firmly believe that anyone can write a book and that every single books has NYT Bestselling potential! I want to share and teach writing to help writers tell the best story they can! I’d also like to make this program work for business/marketing development editor that’ll focus on the story and development of content/publications. SO…If you’re looking for a content copywriter, developmental business editor/writer or developmental editor for your book(s), I’m your girl! (Also, looking for some #WIP #Manuscripts to worth with in the meantime) I’m excited and thrilled by this new venture! I’ll be posting about writing clases soon as I’m building an online writing course! I also want to thank my writing groups and creative communities for always inspiring me and moving me forward in my goals! To the @writeincommunity, my amazing critique group on Saturdays and #wwts have all been such amazing pillars and foundations for my writing pursuit. Thanks to my husband for always allowing me to be free and grow. I’m so grateful that you’re my partner. #creativewriting #findmywritingcommunity #wwtsalumni #latinawriter #latinaauthor

I mean how can I not be all cheesy today?! From brain tumours to man buns, To chaotic late night conversation arguing over Breaking Bad and Grey’s Anatomy. I’m glad it’s you everyday pretending to listen to all of my story ideas. In fairness, I feign just enough interest in your stocks and crypto-whatever to get me by to know what dogecoin is (I think)… Thanks for always checking my math and reading the instructions for me! Without you, I’d never know that right amount to tip and all of my furniture would fall apart. Thanks beau! #happyvalentinesday

Folklore says dandelions grant wishes and their seeds carry your thoughts and dreams to loved ones when you blow them into the air. By nature, I’m superstitious and live too much in imaginary places where you can keep jars of clouds and wish on shooting stars. It’s magic, that what you put out into the world will come back to you. I’ve been sparse at sharing life as it’s not that exciting. All I do is work, write and work. It’s a 2022 vibe. Not the comercial or corporate grind, but allowing myself to be present instead of manicured. Organizing photos poised for posting feels disingenuous and that’s not what I want. But I’ll try and find my authenticity in the behind the scene tasks of writing. Maybe I find it mundane, but maybe you don’t. If you’ve got the same vibes or some advice, share away. #findmywritingcommunity #writing #books #wwtsalumni #writeincommunity #paperbacksandco

You’re a freshman in college?! An adult with your own autonomy?! Like what?! Happy Birthday kiddo! As always, you’re my favourite and I wish I was there to squeeze you and make fun of you! Alas, this Instagram post will hopefully embarrass you enough that it’ll count! Besos & miss you!

Moments are strange In anticipation. Afraid they’ll never Measure to what’s been. But, On rare occasions They’re better Than any dream. What an incredible weekend. As @ainsleeykeller said, we flew to Arizona to see a boy sing about fruit. 📸 @ainsleeykeller #harrystyles #loveontour2021

Thank you to our Lord and Saviour @harrystyles for a wonderfully magnificent life. Forever yours… #harrystyles

Tastes like watermelon sugar…

Every story has its timing. It comes in fleeting whispers. Sometimes faint Other times loud. Can you hear it? Follow the mess, Piece together the chaos. Find the magic And paint it with your voice. Can you hear it? So many writing friends have inspired me to join #nanowrimo and I’m doing it. As I prep, I’ve decided that instead of having the pressure of finishing my book by the end of November, I’m going to focus on setting up my habits for writing daily. This will help my inner rebellion to stay quiet during this adventure, and enjoy the process. The coming week I’m going to spend time going back to the basics from what I’ve learned from my writing groups, friends and #wwts. I need to understand why this story matters and why it needs to be told. I need to remember my creed and who I am as a writer. I’ll dive into research and organizing my plot so that when Nov 1st comes, I can focus on writing. If you want to join me and have an accountability homie let me know! I’m always down with meeting/chatting about plot and writing woes! Are you doing #nanowrimo if so, what is the story you’re working on?! #writingwiththesoul #wwtsalumni #writing #ya #books #authorlife #yycauthor

Happy Canadian Thanksgiving From my family to yours… Her angry face is my favourite face!

It seeps into All that’s kind, Melting Away the hope Simmering beneath. Stripping dry All that prevails, Spills in Anger Of why— Now. This. It’s all a bit crazy, the way the world works. I’m stuck on this end of going through it and reeling in exhaustion, which spills into anger. I know I’m not the only one. So in attempts to be cheered up, tell me something good. ANYTHING. Let me it be good and positive and uplifting! #poem #yycpoet #yycpoetry #yycphotographer #yycphotography #books #poet #wwtsalumni #writer

I’m cradled by fear, It holds me tight Pulling me in It’s musing it whispers– Just stop. Quit now. It’ll never work out, Right? As I work through my book of poems this chant is loud. I spoke with a few friends and they reminded me to run towards the fear, so here I am, running. I’d like to pass their sage words forward, if you’re afraid run towards it. Embrace it and grow. #poem #photography #yycauthors #yycauthor #books #yycpoets #findmywritingcommunity #writingcommunity

Listen, This whole life stuff is hard. But man, I wouldn’t choose Life With anyone but you. This little family of ours, Is my whole heart. My whole adventure. I’m one of the lucky, That gets to fill my life With laughter.

It hits in waves. Days of stillness Disrupted by a tumultuous Sea of mourning and grief. It pulls and twists Seeding at the Last thread Holding you together. It hits in waves As it recedes Pulling what’s left From shore. Again, it’ll calm Until— It hits in waves. It’s been one of those weeks where you just sit back and look ahead dazed—lost almost, watching the distant clouds roll in. The storms coming and you prepare for it, but will it just shake your home or rip it from its foundation. I don’t know. A lot all at once. #poems #poet #writer #yycwriter #yycwriters #yycpoets #findmywritingcommunity #writingjourney #writingcommunity

She decided, Today she would Not think All that’s beyond Her control. She’ll tuck the fear Away, To find renewed Strength in the Whispers of pages. #indigoreadingchallenge #indigoreadingchallenge2021 #books #authorlife #poems #yycauthors #yycauthor #shadowandbone #indigo #contest

With age Comes the Clock of mortality. It chimes and rings Mourning. Playing in hidden shadows Dancing around dreams Of shadowed hopes. All the moment I’ll miss. Simple days like these.

Expiration— The halls are the same All lined in disappointment Laced in failed hope. Sour memories– Stain the tile In devastation. My lungs pinch In that too similar way, Suffocating and drowning. Everything suddenly Fragile. Broken. Torn from roots Left to rot. Dirt under my nails, Do nothing but hold An empty place Your place.

The sad tale of an uninspired author started just like any other day…except this day, no words came. With no known cure the best thing to do is nap… Do you too suffer from the tale of being an uninspired author?! Honestly, how do you overcome those moments when the well seems dry and you’re just done?! Asking for a friend…I’m the friend?! Fourth day of #getreelspublishing @carlywatters & @claire_m_harris #yafiction #yycauthor #wip #writing #books #findmywritingcommunity #writingcommunity #writingtips #writerscommunity #writinglife

How many drafts have you lost track of? How many times has a character whispered a perfect line or sentence that FITS ABSOLUTELY nowhere in your draft, but it’s absolutely perfect!? I tend to use Scrivener and the notes section to keep track or post its on my wall. What do you use to keep track of your edits?! 3rd day I’d #getreelspublishing and I hope it never ends! Until tomorrow @carlywatters @claire_m_harris #findmywritingcommunity #writing #characters #writingcommunity #yycauthor #bookedit #bookedits #yafantasyauthor #writingtips

As long as I’m writing I’m good, but the minute I stop the writers anxiety bleeds in! Whether is my manuscript or my query letter. But I’m so glad for phenomenal writing friends and groups who remind me that I’m good! Second day of #getreelspublishing and I’m loving all of the writing reels! @carlywatters @claire_m_harris What are your writing worries!? #findmywritingcommunity #writingcommunity #yafantasyauthor #query #queryletter #yycauthors #yabooks

When you think you’re done writing for the night, but you’re wrong… Are you a—I’ll write it down later and for sure remember it? Or gotta get up and write it down now? I’d like to think I’m the kind that’ll get up and write it down but some how I always forget… First day of #getreelspublishing with @carlywatters & @claire_m_harris and I’m dying at all of these awesome reels! It’s not too late to post your awesome #author reel! #writing #writingcommunity #findmywritingcommunity #authorstuff #yycauthors #fictionwriter #writinganovel #writingadvice #findmywritingcommunity #paperbacksandco

Is it ever summer Without ice cream And fresh homemade cones?! Loved creating ice cream cones from scratch and figuring out the recipe for them using @liveholos & @righteousgelato The recipe is live over @liveholos #icecream #yyc #yyceats #recipe #writing #freelance #deliciousfood

We’re all sacrificial lambs. Only we get to pick our sacrifice That’s all. We don’t get to not make one. We’re sacrificial whether We want to be or not. A friend posted about this last week (@sabrinalozierwrites). She spoke to the mythical concept that we can do it all. It got me thinking, how do I do it all?! Do I do it all? Spoiler, I don’t. Different seasons require different sacrifices. For The Great Divide, I sacrificed sleep. I also gave up socializing with anyone outside my home (thanks Rona). Theirs a commemoration in understanding that we’re not alone. We’re all sacrificing something. Whether it’s our career, our hobby, friends. Something has to go. So can we just stop asking the question, how do you do it all? #writing #findmywritingcommunity #writingcommunity #authorstuff #writingstuff #yycauthors #yafiction #writingwiththesoul

It’s so easy to think about the beginning in the end — Henry Scott My main MC is wise and I’ve loved every difficult struggle of telling his story! The Great Divide had been a labour of love and it’s been difficult! Here are just some moments of what writing looks like to me. Late nights and early morning, maneuvering around a newborn and a nine year old. It’s chaotic, but amazing! I’m beyond grateful for my writing group (@paperbacksandco) and all those who support and encourage me! The third draft is finished and will be out to beta readers. I’m so grateful to my critique partner and beta reader who gave me so much insight into this story! Now, I’m on to the #query journey! Thanks for hanging! I hope you get to know Henry soon! #writing #findmywritingcommunity #writingwiththesoul #yycauthors #query #manuscript #yafiction #books

It’s a sleepy morning, Pulling away from Far off adventure With character sprouting To life. I lost track of days last week. Not because I was lost in my manuscript, but it was the first week of summer and I got caught up in all the warmth and adventure. Now it’s time to get my head out of the clouds and get some of these deadlines done! I hope to query in the coming weeks so if you’re on the query journey, DM me, and we can struggle through the trenches together! I’m thinking of starting a support group. Where are you at in your writing process?! Let’s commemorate in the bittersweet bliss! #findmywritingcommunity #writingcommunity #writingtips #yycauthors #yaauthor #bookstagram #writingya #writingfantasy

Finally, A safe space To feel uncomfortable To grow. I’ve never thought That I was a writer. Not yet, Eventually, One day. As the days Became months, Years, I ached to say, I’m finally a writer. Well ten or so years later, I finally feel like I’m a writer. Is it possible to know your voice in only a month? With #writingwiththesoul it is definitely possible. I’ve struggled and doubted so many times and this course helped me to realize what had been blocking me. It was uncomfortable and safe. It’s odd that those two can coexist, but this workshop/class allows you to figure it out in a safe environment. My writing has evolved in the last few weeks and I have had the opportunity to see my writing in a new light. I think it’s all stuff that was there before, just buried in dust and mud. If you’re able get into this work shop, do it. It’ll remind you of all the gems that being a writer is. You’ll feel uncomfortable and at times stretched thin, but the growth will be worth it. As I’ve learned, nothing is forever and my writing should grow and evolve. Alas, it’s over. I’ll be chasing this post class high for a long time. Thanks @adrienneyoungbooks for sharing your magic and wisdom with us. Thank you for allowing me to grow in a safe space. #writingwiththesoul #writingcommunity #findmywritingcommunity #writing #fictionwriter #yycauthors

I heard, Greatness comes From creating habits. Actions that solidify goals. So on the days, You’re not feeling it Your habits will Will show you That no matter what You can still do it. These past couple of weeks I’ve been editing and reflecting. I started #writingwiththesoul three weeks ago and it has truly been life changing. I’m so engulfed and inspired by all of the writers in the class. I’ve broken down and found a path that’s new threaded with facets of voice that I never knew I had. Thankfully I’ve had a wonderful critic partner! She’s been wonderful and encouraging and amazing! @ghabibaweston I’m so grateful for you! This is the last week for my class and i don’t want it to end. I guess all good things come to an end. I’m excited to see what comes next. What are some writing goals you hope to hit this summer? #writingcommunity #writingtips #author #yycauthors #books #writingclass #wordboss #writingjourney #authorsofinstagram

All kind of anxiety swirl me when I’m not writing and it’s mostly about my writing. Like so many writers, I have no idea what I’m doing. In the moments I do, it’s short lived as I lose my footing again. I’m excited that I was able to snag a spot in #writingwiththesoul and am thrilled to start working through the workbook this week! I hope that this workshop offers me the ability to actively write in a way that connects with readers in an emotional way. To all my fellow workshop homies, let’s chat! What are you most excited about! #writingcommunity #books #authors #writingworkshop #yyc #yycauthors

It’s the weekend. Lose yourself in a story. My #TBR pile is too big?! Also, my anxiety get the best of me and I end up reading the last chapter just so I can slow down reading the books?! What books are you reading this weekend?! #books #reading #writing #yycbooks #yycbookstore #bookstagram

What are we If not a bundle Of stories Ready to burst From our chest In an effort To connect. No one ever told me that writing was going to be such an interesting road filled with second guessing, and small moments of pride. I spent the week anxiety ridden over people reading my draft. Consumed by the what if’s and the, I’m not good enough. But I have to remind myself that I did it. I wrote a book. I’ve written THREE books. I can do this. I can. I will. I can be my own validation and that’s okay. Thank you to those reading my book. Thank you to those who have purchased my book. Thank you to those who encourage me when I can’t encourage myself. #writing #authors #books #fiction #findmywritingcommunity #writingcommunity #yycauthors #yycartist #yallwrite #yawritersofinstagram #outdoors #photographer #writer

You know you’re never done writing a book, right?! Book: Sea of Kings by Melissa Hope #writerscommunity #findmywritingcommunity #bookstagram #authorsofinstagram #fictionwriter #fictionwriting #yycauthor #yallwrite #yawritersofinstagram #write #yyc

A few books that made me a better writer! Would love your recommendations! #writersofinstagram #writerscommunity #findmywritingcommunity #writing #authorsofinstagram #books #writingbooks #yycauthors #yyc #fictionwriter #yafiction

Being a writer is Surmised by notes Of organized chaos. 3/4 of the way through finishing edits on TGD and I go through serious fits of anxiety to excitement. It’s all making sense and the plot is coming together! But then I’ve gotta let my third book baby out into the world and that’s when it matters most! I’m compiling a beta list in rounds to hope that it gets better every time! Trying to temper my expectations as best I can before sending out those #queryletters! Would love to hear any query tips #writers have for me! #findmywritingcommunity #authorsofinstagram #writersofinstagram #authortalk #query #queryletter #yafiction #nafiction #authoradvice #querying #yyc #yycauthors

The road to success Is littered with plot holes, Missing dialogue, and character development. Thankfully, I’ve started reading Save the Cat which has been a much needed post-it note accessory to my wall of edits. My bedroom is cluttered with them and I love it! The Gladius journal is my main guide as it’s been tracking edits since draft one! Beta/critic readers will be getting the TGD in the next week or so and I’m excited to get some feedback! #momwritersclub #findmywritingcommunity #paperbacksandco #authorlife #authorlife #edits #yafictionwriter #latinawriter #yycauthors #yycwriter #amquerying #author #fictionwriter

So much of being a writer is solitude. So it’s nice to be able to be fun about the solitude... Do your characters talk to you?! #writingcommunity #findmywritingcommunity #momwritersclub #yafiction #fictionwriter #yyc #authorlife #authorlifemonth2021

The point isn’t the scars That show our wounds of Failure and defeat. It’s to show the healing That escapes from failure into success. I’ve been struggling with this draft. So anxious and afraid that every change made will be worse than its predecessor. But after taking a few days off I’ve found new vigor in approaching my draft, reminding myself that it’s little steps that make big things happen. I’m hoping to share snippets of work so the poems may drift a bit to more writing inspired posts. #findmywritingcommunity #writingcommunity #authorlifemonth #authorlifemonth2021 #writing #drafts #books #poems #authorlife #writingasapath #yafictionwriter #nafictionauthor

It’s crazy to see an entire Story in my hands, That I’ve written. The Great Divide, Written by, Me. I started this book while on a trip with my best friend. We’d been in a little lodge in Lake Louise and it followed me all through that adventure home. After four drafts, an amazing writing group (@paperbacksandco ) I’m happy to say that it’s finally finished. Let’s cross our fingers that it’ll be in print soon! Until then, I’ll be editing! If you’re into reading and would like to be a beta reader for it, send me a DM! #writtenword #authoryyc #author #findmywritingcommunity #bookstagram #writeryyc #authorlife #indieauthor #authorsofinstagram #amquerying #yafiction #yafantasyauthor #fictionfriday

As a writer I never expected to Leave so much of myself behind. And gaining new life. Almost like shedding A layer of myself In preparation for the new. #writersofinstagram #writingcommunity #findmywritingcommunity #authors #writing #books #fiction #writinglife #yyc #yycauthors

I dream of beautiful moments, Dripped in sunrise Surmised in a good morning, With the caress of a sunset. I dream of clouds in jars, Dancing barefoot To your laughter. I dream of you, Bewildered hair, Arms taut In blissful ease. Every day. #poems #writing #findmywritingcommunity #authors #poets #yyc #yycartists #yycauthors

Beauty isn’t always as it seems, Not perfect, but scarred. Not gentle, but fierce. Not fragile, but strong Beauty is survival. #writing #poetry #fiction #authors #yyc #photography #poems #writer

If in the end You don’t agree That there was enough Room for Jack, then They’re not your people. #yyc #poems #fiction #reading #hats #books #gigipip

The words Fall in ease Their weight Heavy or slight. It’s your choice To say if you’ll Be the villain or the saint In another’s story. Its in that’s choice, To build or ruin. #yyc #reading #books #poet #authors #photographer #poems

Weekend vibes. Reading old books, To cure foul moods. #books #reading #writing #kingofscars

Cheers to the fallen Who believed The age ole lie, Just one more chapter, Then bed. Only to wake, With bags under their eyes, Blissfully foggy with stories From a far away land. ——— #reading #findmywritingcommunity #author #books #literaryadventure #fiction #shadowandbone #shotoniphone12promax

Hey Friends, If you’re new here, I’m Crystal. (If you’re not, thanks for hanging!) I like to tell stories, Through books, poems, photos/videos. I read as many books as I can And often believe the lie of Just one more chapter. I like the idea of helping others achieve their goals, And created a writing journal for authors @bks.in.bed. My favourite place is my bed or a Scotland. For a while, I’ve been off and trying to figure out what it is I want to do, and summon enough courage to do that. So that’s my goal, moving forward, is to lose the fear/anxiety and just do what makes me happy. So basically, books. Thanks for listening! What makes you happy? #findmywritingcommunity #authorsofinstagram #poetry #photography #yyc

Doña Yoly’s Birria Tacos 4lb Sirloin Roast 1 Stew Bone 1 Large onion Cheese 1 pack of Chile Guajillo 6 Bay Leaves 1/3 cup chicken poultry 2 T garlic powder 1T &1/4 tsp cloves 1 T and 1 & 1/2 tsp cumin 1/2 tsp ginger 2tsp of Salt 2tsp of Pepper 1 Cabbage 1 Cilantro 1 Onion 1 Raddish 3-6 Limes The chile de guajillo needs to soak in a large pot of water for 6-8 hrs to soften. Once soft add them and all of the seasonings above into a blender and blend together. Cut meat and place into a large pan, add a whole onion and a stew bone. Add blended ingredients. Fill the blender with warm water (tap is fine) and add that to the pot for desired consistency. At 359 degrees Place the pot I’m the oven for 3-4 hours. Once done pull it out and make your tacos! Any questions, just shoot me a DM! #yyc #birriatacos #foodhobby

🎄Merry Christmas🎄

Who knew an 8 year old would be my hero. He always finds A way of reminding me That charity is the most important thing. #lighttheworld

There’s a calmness In being present And enjoying All of the little Moments in between.

When life give you a pandemic, You find your people.

It’s hard to compile All of the things I’m grateful for, But I’m glad to have had The week to think. A few that I missed I’ll keep close and Remember to say to those, I’m grateful for. For now, I look forward to Possibility and hope. #givethanks #7daysofgratitude

There’s nothing like The smell of crisp pages Bonded by stories, coffee And wisps of chatter, It’s true, All ailments can be cured, In the aisle of a book store. #givethanks #7daysofgratitude

Funny faces, Aching bellies, Filled from laughter. Can only make humour and joy One of my favourite times. #givethanks #7daysofgratitude

All it takes Is a simple spark. An idea expanded Into a story or photo. I’m grateful for All kinds of creativity. #givethanks #7daysofgratitude

Like so many Life does not come Without its hardships. I’ve had to sit sidelined For many of mine, Watching and praying. His resilience Has always been A sort of wonderment to me. It’s never a what if, Rather, We’ll make it through And weather the storm. I can guarantee If not for his resilience, I’d been ship wrecked Long ago. #givethanks #7daysofgratitude

In the midst of The unknown My gratitude for adventures, And friends Knows no bounds. To have been pulled From the comforts Of my bed and books, To experience the world around me Is truly a beautiful thing. #givethanks #7daysofgratitude

After years of trying I thought it’d Just be the three of us. I’m so glad that It wasn’t the case. We just had to Get the timing down. #givethanks #7daysofgratitude

After a few days away Having fun for Halloween A boy finally met his sister And made a promise to Be the best big brother ever. 📷 @breejohnsonphoto

Madden Behr Johnson And though She be but little She is fierce.

It’s almost time. To meet this little one.

The only pages To exist within Are those of books! #findmywritingcommunity is the definition of why I love to write fiction and poems. Thanks to @kristindwyer and @adrienneyoungbooks for creating such an uplifting community of writers who want to support other writers! I’ve written two books and am currently working on my third. I’ve created writing journals for authors to use to help them through their own writing journey. After publishing my first two novels I thought it’d be minutes before they’d become NYT Bestsellers, but they didn’t, which mean I have so much more to work towards and accomplish. As so many other writers, my life is consumed with all things books and fiction. I read as many novels as possible and have too many copies of the Hunger Games. All I’ve ever wanted to do is write and help others achieve their dream of writing books or poems. I hope to be apart of this wonderful community and find my path on the publishing trail like so many before me.

Grateful for all Of the adventures The three of us have had These last eight years. #happycanadianthanksgiving 📷 @breejohnsonphoto

It’s in neverland That we learn all That makes life beautiful. An innocent Moment of utopia Lingers in threads of Everyday life, Interwoven in hopes and dreams. Of all that’s possible. — A year ago this week I travelled through London and Scotland with my best friend for our #dirtythirty. It’s something I’ve had on my list of adventures and I’m so grateful I got to share it with @jessicalkeith25. It was a perfect time, a perfect moment, and truly my version of Neverland.